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    Sunday, September 30th, 2012
    7:21 am
    Tuesday, August 14th, 2012
    8:57 am
    Bad Mornign ugh
    Ok so I went to the kitchen and i see mom freaking out but shes looking out the window at our pool. She was getting our water for the gym this morning. 2 of our floats that we absolutely love were ruined well were deflated and the plugs were chewed off. Grass was all over the deck and pool so what really was it? idk but it was kinda freaky then there were toypedos in the pool that tiped mom off to someone or something being in our pool. Chris’s tire ring and the small 2 other rings have holes and looks like the were either chewed with holes or maybe even poped by kids or an adult.

    So we went to the gym and it was bagel day this morning soooo yummy. My mind was all on the pool when i was at the gym like who could of went into our yard at night maybe the neighbor kids friends? idk but then a float that we had that had a lea in it all ready was deflated and there were big animal prints on it. Im totally freaked out about this i kept waking up in the middle of the night 2 from now on im gonna be freaked out and keep looking out the window to the pool. mom said the next time she tries to catch someone in the pool that late at night shes gonna do it quietly and call the cops. i just finished eating my bagel from the gym this morning it took me and mom a half hr this morning to inspect the surroundings of the pool. idk what to do if it really was an animal r we gonna have to hide the floats and stuff from now on?


    But tonight i will forget all about it and enjoy the time with my bf and friends at the concert tonight when i come home its gonna be like ughhhh and then work at 7 in the morning ima be a zombie by the end of tomorrow night
    Thursday, August 9th, 2012
    5:44 am
    Foxwoods today
    going to foxwoods for the day with mom and dad gonna win millions i hope!!
    Sunday, July 29th, 2012
    9:15 am
    Last night
    I had fun last night at Gulu-Gulu with friends and trying to set a friend up with an ex bf that i thought might be a good fit for her. We will see hw things go. It was fun catching up with him. What he told me last night about what happened when i was friends with someone cant believe they actually did that to me I cant believe that breaks the girl code of ex's. but anyway i had fun last night the worse part was my best friends ex bf saw us 4 walking in salem from orange leaf and alot of shit was said through text msgs. I would like to say to that person please do not call my friend a ho, slut and other names. its obv u dont know my friend at all and u accuse her of cheating on u with my friend last night when in fact u accuse her of getting over u within a week or 2 thats so messed up shes not that type of person that would go and cheat on someone. U pushed her away so far away she doesent even wanna give u another chance. thank u for my rant lol 292338_10151003739308473_1978726763_n
    Tuesday, July 24th, 2012
    2:27 pm
    Unforgiven by Blood on the Dance Floor

    You've got your secrets locked inside, you've got them hidden so well.
    I'm gonna break down all your walls and find out what you won't tell.
    I know you think you're gonna slogan up the massive disguise.
    Let's go right through into the bullshit, I see all of your lies.

    I dropped my guard, you played your card. You dug a hole in my skin!
    You cut me deep, then watched me bleed, while you plead your innocence.
    Facing your lies, your filthy lies, the truth is here on your face.
    You keep in mind that I'm not blind, my memories can't be erased!

    Took your love and wasted all of it, on someone who could care less for you.
    I give my word, everything I said came directly from my heart, it's true.

    Don't think I won't forget the things you've done, don't think you won't regret forbidden fun.
    I've drowned my love with you in the sand. Now I know you are the one, who is unforgiven.


    You walked me to the gates of heaven, now I'm burning in hell.
    Took something pure and true, turned it into something to sell.
    Can you live with yourself?!
    Be trapped, and think about what you've done!
    This is about the game you play, not the game that you've won.

    You think you're slick, but here's the trick.
    I'll always know more than you know.
    You choose your fate, this masquerade is done when you walk out the door.
    Don't justify, your bullshit lies. It's so obvious that you're fake.
    Who's fooling who? I know the truth. This drama is more than I can take.

    Took your love and wasted all of it on someone who could care less for you.
    I give my word, everything I said came directly from my heart, it's true.

    Don't think I won't forget the things you've done, don't think you won't regret forbidden fun.
    I've drowned my love with you in the sand. Now I know you are the one, who is unforgiven.

    You had your fun,
    With all that was forbidden,
    You are the one,
    Who is unforgiven.


    Took your love and wasted all of it on someone who could care less for you.
    I give my word, everything I said came directly from my heart, it's true.

    Let it go, just let go. You'll be fine on your own.
    Let it go, just let go. You'll be fine on your own.

    Friday, July 20th, 2012
    9:08 pm

    warped tour was awsome got to meet a band and everything had a fun time watching BOTDF on the stage with foam!!
    Wednesday, July 18th, 2012
    11:58 am
    its gonna be flipping awsome cant wait to spend the day away from work need some unstress full time with friends cant wait for tomorrow to come!!!
    Monday, July 16th, 2012
    10:11 am
    To my bff Crystal
    I am so glad we became friends u working at marshalls was the best thing ever. Im so glad u were hired thanks to duffen i think it was. u introduced me to my bf a yr ago and im glad ur happy about us being together this long. Id take a bullet for u if i had to. I will always be there for u by ur side if u ever need me there i will rush to do anything for u drop what im doing to be there for u. I cant wait till thursday when we hang out in mansfield the whole day its gonna be a blast and me u cat and chris will have a ball. great bands and great friends gathering together.

    I love u crystal ur the best

    Friday, July 13th, 2012
    9:23 pm
    cant wait till thursday
    gonna be a fun day in mansfield yay for getting away from things for a day with friends cant wait to see all the awsome bands play
    Thursday, July 12th, 2012
    10:13 am
    so sick of drama
    Today is a new day my life is better then ever dont need drama in my life i got the best friends in the world thanks to my bffs crystal, mike, darcy, katie, courtney tainter, julio, mullin, megan, brianna and all my dance friends i love u all i cant wait to see u guys in the fall its gonna be another hard yr without Al but we pulled through this yrs recital.
    Wednesday, July 11th, 2012
    9:41 am
    Great birthday with fam and friends
    pictures from yesterday had a great day
    love u chris and crystal and gramps

    8:11 am
    awsome birthday
    Had a great birthday yesterday did everything yesterday with the bf and friends and family even visited my grandfather in rehab
    Tuesday, July 10th, 2012
    10:43 pm
    Best birthday ever!
    great birthday spent with gramps noni mom dad my bf chris my best friends crystal and mike and my grammy. I got great gifts one gift was a gift credit to my tattoo parlor from crystal she is amazing. im gonna be going to warped tour this year with her and my bf maybe her bf but not sure if he can make it. sat under the pretty gazebo tonight after we swam water was a little cold but got used to it.
    Monday, July 9th, 2012
    12:48 pm
    Birthday Tomorrow
    gonna be a long day tomorrow cant wait to see what my bf gives me for my birthday and our anniversery sucks being spoiled twice in a row so close together >.
    6:30 am
    havent been on in a while
    going on 1 yr with my bf and i havent really posted anything about whats been going on the past months but im tired of going up to rehab to visit my grandfather i wish he was home......
    Tuesday, May 11th, 2010
    11:46 am
    last couple days of school
    i miss some certain people here that broke off our friendship in the middle of the semster and the end of the semester but i dont need those people at all becasue they r jus hypcrites for doing what they did
    Sunday, April 18th, 2010
    11:14 am
    almost a yr woo
    ALMOST a year since i met my brother and sister Beau and Yuki and i cant be anymore happier and they have changed my life from being miserable to being so wonderful the person who made my life miserable will not be named cause shes such a psyco who likes to tell lies about things and ruin ur life so if u know her stay away from her i mean it. But now i am happy that i survived a yr with yuki and beau and that will never change because my love for both of them will never die we may fight but whatever we forget about it and move on unlike someone
    Tuesday, October 20th, 2009
    6:37 pm
    lately now
    ive been inspired by a few songs sung by tokio hotel and it makes me think that life is short and u need to live it whenever u can

    "World Behind My Wall"

    It's raining today
    The blinds are shut
    It's always the same
    I tried all the games that they play
    But they made me insane
    Life on TV
    It's random
    It means nothing to me
    I'm writing down
    What I cannot see
    Wanna wake up in a dream

    They're telling me
    It's beautiful
    I believe them
    But will I ever know
    The world behind my wall
    The sun will shine
    Like never before
    One day I will be
    Ready to go
    See the world behind my wall

    Trains in the sky
    Are travelling
    Through fragments of time
    They're taking me to parts
    Of my mind
    That no one can find

    I'm ready to fall
    I'm ready to crawl
    On my knees to know it all
    I'm ready to heal
    I'm ready to feel

    ...Take me there!

    "Zoom Into Me"

    Is there anybody out there
    Walking alone
    Is there anybody out there
    Out in the cold
    One heartbeat
    Lost in the crowd
    Is there anybody shoutin'
    What no one can hear
    Is there anybody drownin'
    Pulled down by the fear
    I feel you
    Don't look away

    Zoom into me
    Zoom into me
    I know you're scared
    When you can't breathe
    I will be there
    Zoom into me

    Is there anybody laughing
    To kill the pain
    Is there anybody screamin'
    The silence away
    Just open your jaded eyes

    Come closer
    And closer

    When you can't breathe
    I will be there
    Zoom into me

    Zoom into me
    Zoom into me
    Whe the world
    Cuts your soul into pieces
    And you start to bleed
    When you can't breathe
    I will be there
    Zoom into me
    Tuesday, October 13th, 2009
    6:44 am
    u know ive come to realize this....
    u always know who ur real friends r when they r there for u to cheer u up but ur fake friends r always there to make it worse and make u more upset
    Monday, July 13th, 2009
    11:52 am
    my 21st party
    it was fun i enjoyed it but earlier during the day i was jus having a bad morning my cars power steering fluid leaked out so my friends father put in some fluid then i find out its leaking from her drive way and stuff then i broke my glass by accident i was jus not having a good day with breaking things then i break an ice cream scoop jee what luck huh. so my party goes smoothly with people that i wanted there but 1 kid blew it off by going to the willows instead of going to my party by w.e i could care less hes a bad friend anyway. so i brought the car in teh shop this morning and guess what theres a big puddle in my drive way of the fluid that leaked out i jus hope its not to much money to fix the car thing i dont want to spend my birthday money on that shit >.
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